I am on vacation and this morning my alarm clock
sounded at 4:15 a.m. It was not by accident but rather by design. I am spending a week in Sedona Arizona. It is one of the most stunning and magical
places that I have encountered. The red rock formations scream of vibrancy and
connection. Today I planned to bear
witness to the dawning of a new day and watch the sun rise from a vantage point
on one of Cathedral Rock’s plateaus.
As I readied for the trip I dressed in hiking
shorts, a tank top and I wore a light windbreaker jacket. The outside temperature registered forty
eight degrees on the rental car dashboard.
There was no time to go back to my hotel room to grab a long sleeve
shirt. I needed to drive to the trail entrance
and hike up the mountain to my chosen spot. Today time was of an essence. My
first and only other trip to Sedona was September 2011. It was a group tour and this was the way we had
spent our last morning together. When I
made my current plans to return I knew that this event would be prominently inked
in on my schedule. No pencil for this one, there was no chance of change or erasure.
When I
arrived my car was the only one in the parking lot. As the nighttime darkness was starting to
wane I began my accent. It was 4:55 a.m.
and according to the internet, sunrise was to occur at 5:16 a.m. I knew I had
some time because it would take a little longer for that ball of fire to top
the mountainous red rock in the distance, but how much time I did not know for
sure. So I moved swiftly but gingerly up
the rocky path. Not wanting to miss this
event I didn’t stop to photograph two heart shaped rocks that I had spotted
along the way. By the time I reached my
destination I had worked up a light sweat.
I settled on
a spot where one tier of the rock formation overlaps another. Higher behind me were the spires of Cathedral
Rock and above them in the shifting color of the sky from black to blue was the
moon.
Every day holds a different meaning for each
of us. My thoughts turned to my niece
who on this morning will hold and nurse her one week old son. Today one of my co-workers will say her final
goodbye to her father-in-law and I remember my friend who anxiously awaits the
results of a medical test. We all share
the same day but it evokes different thoughts and emotions in each of us. Some days are joyous, some heartbreaking,
others are anxiety filled but most of them are filled with the routine
functions of life.
I remember
the countless number of times that as a new day dawned I would lie wrapped
tightly under my bed covers and all I could think about was when the work day
would be over so that I could return home. Instead of viewing the day as full
of possibilities I have wished and willed hundreds of thousands of minutes away
none of which can be reclaimed nor recovered.
One constant
occurrence in our lives is that each and every day the sun will rise. Sometimes it will be hidden behind clouds,
rain or snow but it occurs whether we witness it or not. Rarely
do we concern ourselves or notice the risings and settings of the sun, rather we
just expect them. And far less often do
we take the time to dance within their splendor. For me, this is what this morning is for,
taking the time to notice, appreciate and enjoy.
Stillness
blanketed the canyon. For the first
forty five minutes of my journey my only companions were a few sparrows and an occasional
spiny lizard. Oh yeah, and the forty seconds of howling from the coyotes in the
distance. I was thankful for the distance!
With each
passing moment the sky became lighter and lighter. It was 5:30 a.m. and with the benefits of my aerobic
hike up the trail dwindling, cold began to settle in. I put down my journal and pen and wrapped my
windbreaker tighter around me. I blew warm air into my slightly numb
hands. Not only was I anxiously awaiting
the sun’s entrance for her beauty but also to feel her warmth.
At 6:02 a.m. light appeared along the crown of
the red rocks in the distance. As I
turned to look at the spires of Cathedral Rock behind me, their pinnacles that
had moments before appeared amber now emitted a golden hue. The ceremony had begun. It was the changing of the guards. The sun rising in the east was relieving the
moon stationed in the west.
The sun’s
accent was rapid. Within minutes the
light was brilliant and blinding. I was unable to look squarely in her
direction. I closed my eyes and began to
feel her familiar loving warmth permeate my body. I likened myself to my niece’s
new born son, cocooned in a receiving blanket and lovingly embraced. With
gratitude I soaked it all into my heart and let it flow to into my soul. It was a moment of connectedness and pure bliss.
With the sun
fully emerged from beyond the red rocks I gathered my things and began my
morning hike. This is where I believed this blog post would end, but I was
wrong. As I hiked the Templeton Trail the
Universe continued to bestow her wisdom upon me. With the sun warming my jacketless shoulders I
began to notice the varying shades of light that was cast upon the desert inhabitants
and the messages they conveyed.
In this
patch of prickly pear cactus the sunlight illuminated just a few pieces, two of
which when highlighted like this seemed to form a heart. A reminder, don’t underestimate the joy and love
you can spread when you shine your unencumbered heart in this world!
When you
think your view is impeded, don’t allow outside factors or elements to block or
diminish it. And don’t focus on the altered view. Envision the grand picture that lies beyond.
It is not
necessary to reside in the spot light.
We are all connected and receive equal benefit from the gift of warmth
and light.
When you can’t
see a clear pathway or solution to a problem trust that the way out will be illuminated for you.
This morning I sat in a Cathedral. It was not adorned with bronze statues, wooden
pews or brilliantly colored storytelling windows. However, it was equally exquisite. It was adorned with glowing rocks of red and
gold, the musical accompaniment was provided by a chorus of sparrows, its ceiling
was a loosely fitted dome of brilliant blue sky and its sanctuary was guarded
by the sun and the moon. It was Mother
Nature’s Cathedral and I was humbled and grateful to occupy a seat and enjoy
all of her splendor.
No matter what is going on in your life, rest
assured that each day the sun will rise and it will set. It is your choice,
like everything else we encounter, to take notice.
Oh, my dear Kathy! This is the best one yet! What a blessing to be so intentional with your day, and with your life for that matter. Isn't it grand to know that our existence is connected to the entire universe? Your words are a reminder to me to be humbled and grateful. Thank you.
ReplyDelete~Jan
As I read and absorbed your words the Beatles song.... All you need is love, echoed.... Love Love, Love... Love Love Love, Love Love Love... it's all you need! And you got it, Sister! Can't wait to connect when you get home, but you got my love! <3
ReplyDeleteKathy,
ReplyDeleteI feel like I am right there with you Kathy. Brilliant blog and beautiful photos..... I have a transmission with Dorinda and a card reading from Holly and looking forward to them as well. I love the photos especially the one of the heart shaped cactus.....It is amazing how connected I feel without physically being there. Enjoy your trip.....
<3
PAM
Kathy - finally got to reading this. Beautiful. Absolutely beautiful. Thank you for forwarding. Would love to hear more about your trip...welcome back home! Roni
ReplyDeleteKathy,
ReplyDeleteYou make me realize all the more that life has so much to offer and it's our choice when we wake up each day to get out there and see the gifts that life has to offer for each of us... they are endless! Love the pictures and your descriptions of what you saw each day... i too felt as though i was right there with you... thank you for sharing!
KS
Kathy,
ReplyDeleteReading about you Sedona adventure, was a reminder of the importance of living in the moment of time and enjoying the simplicity of our earthly things. Sedona appears to be a tranquil place to visit,I will be able to experience it one day. Loved your pictures and I truly see why you enjoyed this vacation. Thanks for sharing.
Donna